March 22nd: J Red- Dont like the new T

I don't like Evett... She said that she didn't think the body has DID... Just because the medical field has done away with that diagnosis. I felt like she said we didn't exist, but we do. I think Krista's a quack too. They werent lying when they said finding a T that actually knew their stuff when it came to DID was difficult...

So... A bit about me. I'm not ready to share my name yet, so I'll go by my signed name, which is J Red, for now.
I'm a 12 year old male living in a 24 year old woman's body... Even stranger, is the body is currently pregnant. I don't talk. I've tried, but I am mute. I am not the only male to inhabit the mind/body, but I believe I am the youngest.

My purpose is silence and to hold all the anger, hence the way i chose my name to be signed. When you see red, generally it means you're angry or enraged. I have wavy/curly black hair that's to the middle of my shoulders with golden hazel eyes. I'm about 5'3" tall and 110 lbs. My favorite color is silver, and I have mocha colored skin. I am Native American in appearance. My favorite animal is a black wolf.

But back to the subject... Our new T. I don't like her, but this was our first meeting. I have to give her a chance, for R Bird's sake, but I dont like how she insinuated that we didn't exist. I wasnt the only one upset by that. It was suggested that R Bird had Borderline Personality Disorder instead, but a lot of us feel like the BPD diagnosis is just because a T or a Psych doesnt know hoe to make a proper diagnosis (most of the time), and goes with that. Just because we were diagnosed with that as a kid doesnt mean we actually have that...

None of the markers feel like they fit R Bird... She said so herself, and I agree. Some of the markers, such as the dissociative states, and the inability to focus on the positives of something ( I forget the proper definition of that) definitely fit with us, but most do not.

Then this crap with CPS is causing an uproar AGAIN. I really wish people would leave us alone already, and let us live our life in peace.