I'm not sure where to start. I was just told about this blog...
I suppose I should start by introducing myself. I don't have a name and I don't speak. we were learning American Sign Language (ASL) but we stopped because we started school. I want to pick up again...
M
I'm SO fucking tired of this shit. Fucking bureaucrats and their fucking narcissistic behaviors. I'm so fucking tired of being tired. So fucking tired of being stressed out, of all of us being stressed out and overwhelmed. Moon's done nothing but cry for the last three weeks, Purple Demon has gone comatose, C Bird is/was closed up in his room, pissed off at the world since his twin faded. J Red hasn't left his room either and I has disappeared as well. Everyone is shutting down and I can't handle everything on my own. Green is trying, but overwhelmed, and there's no one who truly understands. Hell, music isn't even helping. There's so many personal realizations that we've gone through and we can't handle everything.
J Red
I wanna talk to our school's T but I'm not sure it's such a good idea. I don't speak so it'd be obvious that something's up. We're falling apart, and we can't pull ourselves together. C Bird just faded into Green. It's odd to have aged... We have no time for ourselves, no time to BE ourselves because we have to hide from everyone, have to fight everything all the time. We're fighting to get the kids back, we're fighting to get our own place to live, we're fighting to get over our fear of driving a car...
Green
We're just always fighting. And it never stops. It's just fight, fight, fight. No wonder R Bird faded. She couldn't handle it. She couldn't deal with the pressure. And now C Bird is gone too. I'm going nuts here too, there's no support, and we can't support each other when all of us are so overwhelmed.
We just want things to go our way for once... To not have to fight tooth and nail all the time for everything.
